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Ecce Homo

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1.
In a river that smells like the sea I dropped some words, sad thoughts written long ago And then I picked some stones And saved them for me In a crowded square with giant heads I sat by a fountain to stare at people walking by Looking for life, hiding white lies Would you dare ask them why? All I needed was a bed, at least for that night In an empty park with a palace in my back I took off my shoes and waited for the storm And when I realized you would not come I set my clothes on fire and tore my flag apart And from that day on… I’ve sung other lullabies I’ve eaten other apple pies I’ve laid my neck on other arms Unlocked the door to my heart And I told myself that we were through And made new friends and met women too And I’ve almost finished writing a book And one night I came back from the moon And yet when I awake I can’t help to dream about…
2.
New face 02:10
I woke up to a new face A new smell in my hands And though I’d never seen this place At home I felt within thyself I kissed her forehead She smiled at me And then I walked away A new illusion That’s all we need To face another day
3.
I heard them sing in the distance But I was blinded by the sun So I reached out for someone, grabbed an arm And said “would you walk me home?” That someone was a lady Whose freckled nose I can’t recall But she left a mark on my skin Right before we laid down to sleep And then she asked me to keep talking Just to hear my voice So I closed my eyes and sang this song And I squeezed her hands and then I let them go And I got up and left her there to dream alone For the two of us were too afraid to love We’ve been looking for each other ever since that night And I thought I heard her singing once but I was blind So I ramble around, hoping to be found And I leave a trail of eyelashes behind Until her lips come back To breathe with mine
4.
I walked with no direction through a curtain of rain until I was trapped in the chaos of the beauty around my head I thought of going back to my room as my feet were soaking wet But I had no more dry shoes and a raindrop on my cigarette Reminded me why I was there The golden door won’t open but the crowd still waits outside And the soldiers no longer bother to keep the line An old woman begs for money and forgets about her child While time marches on, passing judgment on us all And leaving pure love behind Death came to serve my table but I looked the other way And so the game continued as I learnt to play I tried to go out dancing but my hair went gray “if you want hope” she said, “you must cope with pain and hate until you forgive yourself, that’s the price you’ll have to pay”
5.
The black clouds were crying And the wind was complaining I had seen a hundred angels But I was far from heaven I was crossing the last bridge I was trying not to think When we looked at each other And you did not recognize me I kept walking towards the station But I couldn’t escape the thought That I didn’t mean so much to you After all And of course I’ll have more lovers But I really liked you babe I guess I never realized I’d be so easy to forget
6.
Though her milky teeth are not sharpened enough 
the Moon still bites Saint Michael’s sword
 which has carved on her plastic chest 
the dead old words of dead old men
 who are now worshipped by the deaf. From afar I see her glisten 
getting wet on the world’s ink
 albeit the roar of traffic forbids my listen 
to the chants her maids sing whilst we sink. I cannot even begin to ascertain
 the flame that dyes on her burning lips 
but please let me praise her wisdom 
oh please let me lick her feet so that when the rust stains her eyelids
 and the sewers lay mouths at her hips
 I be the first unknown poet
 to ever rejoice in our defeat.

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Dear reader:

These songs were inspired by women and trains, written by me (after being irresponsibly encouraged by Carlus Jove, who even dared playing them along at the very beginning until I believed in myself) and arranged by the respective players with the help of Mariona Carreras’ homemade cakes. She also played the violin, shared with us her golden voice and frowned upon me when it was needed.

The drawings, design and good taste are by Josep Segarra, who not only keeps my feet on the ground but also plays bass, electric guitar and banjo. I hope he’ll hire me if he ever forms a band.

Victor Pesudo brought his music sticks to play percussion on this tempered manner of his (the way I’ve admired for more than 10 years now) and even bought me a book which one day I shall read.

Elena Vilanova is the one who suffered the most throughout the whole process, for not only did she live with me while I learnt to play the most basic chords on the guitar but also had to go through my country-folkish phase and keep me fed. She still does, actually. And sings, and plays harmonica, and melodica, and guitar with me at home, and most importantly of all, helps me keep the faith on the human race.

The sounds were skillfully recorded by Marc Oller (*Trinxat) at Torrent Rural Studios (Torrent, Girona) and his bedroom in Barcelona, always with a smile and often with distilled spirits he’d cheerfully welcome in. Later on he mixed the many tracks and managed to hide some mistakes and make it all sound as good as it gets. And he still smiles.

Thank you, friends.

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released April 17, 2011

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